Tell us about your first day at something — school, work, as a parent, etc.
Something?
I tried sending newsletters for the first time, a couple of days back.
What happened?
It looks like I did not conform to a certain template that makes my newsletter non-spam!
Yes, you have to conform, only then Shri Gmail will allow your precious words to reach the legit inbox. Otherwise, you and your words are destined for spambox.
Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech?
Often. No. Many times. But all that feels alienating now.
A few nights back, in succession, I dreamt of tunes. Musical dreams. Unique ones. I remembered one upon waking. And played it on my tongue for Juhi, for the fear that I would forget.
And forget I surely did. What I played, the short bit, was song-worthy. My assessment of course.
But lions also eat meat. They do the killing themselves. They are the gods for their prey, in a way. Sometimes, gods fail but they succeed on enough number of occasions. So yeah, they do the killing.
Typically human meaters do not do the killing. It was a skill once well-spread. Now much less so.
I read somewhere that because of the fashion of meating there are places that have become lakes of pig-shit and humans have slipped into these lakes and drowned and died too.
Couple of kilometers away from my residence, there is this huge garden with a long stretch of pathway paved with hard clay, and shaded with huge canopies of trees on the sides of this pathway. I haven’t done sprints there but I have had walks on different occasions.
I can’t reveal it just like that. But Amazon is one since it allows me to look at plenty of book titles of all sorts.
Mind you Amazon isn’t the first in the list.
In fact, the first in the list isn’t even a website strictly (though there is a website to talk of), if I were to judge it based on how I use it.
If you could be made to interact with or query a database directly, and the amazing results show on your screen without a URL, the database becomes your favorite site, or website.
‘the most’ in the above question ruins the question but helps me answer with something anyway.
All of history, all the events, down to the smallest ones, if sufficient details are available or accessible, offer plenty to be fascinated with. How much time do we have to go through them in sufficient details, go through our lives in sufficient details and survive all the same?
Rana Sanga’s personal physical condition, his arsenal, and his battles to defend and expand Mewar… A few years back, when I recounted all of that on a leisurely trip to Kumbhalgarh, I found myself in an unshakeable thrall!
Meanwhile, the historical event in my context is my exchange with a bot which throws fascinating titles of books at me to wonder and explore. Mind you, the event isn’t over. And there are plenty of titles that the bot hides from me, waiting for me initiate another query…
May be the first time I was made to put my signature on a dotted line, and the realization that this signature can make things happen.
Don’t I feel like a grown-up when I feel guilty?
Or, when I have to handle the fuss before taking a big decision? What would be a non-grown-up’s way of handling the fuss before taking big decisions? Fuss, or the handling of it makes one grown-up I guess. In which case, I grew up long long long back. But I do not remember the first time, as asked in the question. I can tell though that some moment of fuss while taking a decision preceded the moment of the first time I was made to put my signature on a dotted line, and the realization of the power of that signature.
I don’t know, am confused what exactly constitutes a grown-up. Foolishness abounds.
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