Losing myself

What activities do you lose yourself in?

Mornings, I lose myself in thinking about what exactly to do in the coming hours of the day.

Then, I lose myself in thinking about her. I just woke up from a long night in which I dreamt of being in conversation with her brother. I remember telling him, “Actually, you have been thinking too rationally and that has resulted in a loss to you, to me and to her. You didn’t think emotionally.”

And these days I have taken to recording some videos. Pushing those videos into different channels consumes me.

And then there is the ever dreadful mapping of software as a machine that is never fully made but stalks and haunts my credit card all the same.

Given these very unnerving things above, I try to lose myself in sprints, chin ups, push ups, kettle bell swings, and such…

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